Thursday, December 4, 2008

Interesting. What do you think?

I found this article when signing into my yahoo email.

What are images of Angelina Jolie and John Lennon intertwined with images of Mother Teresa and Martin Luther King Jr. doing in the Bible?
What does it say about them?
What is it trying to teach bout end times?
Is this a good or bad contribution to the efforts of spreading the Word?
Will it confuse people?
Didn't the King James generation freak out about having the NIV made?
Can't God speak through anything?

Although I know that having accepted the Holy Spirit, if I pray to have the truth revealed, He'll reveal it through my own exploration of the book, but I want other's opinions. 

What do you think about the new "Book"?


Two New Bibles Preach A Hip, Eco-Friendly Gospel

“This is a way to make [the Bible] as available as any other magazine.”
Dag Soderberg
 
Woman and child

Mother and child: A veiled woman illustrates the story of Mary and Jesus in The Book.

 
'The Green Bible'

The epigraph to The Green Bible is from the Book of Genesis: "God saw everything that he had made, and indeed, it was very good" (1:31).

 
“Did Jesus say anything about recycling? Did God care what we do with the earth? These are the existing conversations that are emerging that I think 'The Green Bible' contributes to.”
Rev. Jeremy Smith
 

Morning Edition, December 4, 2008 · Two new Bibles targeting a young, hip — even secular — audience are hitting bookstores. One is a slick, illustrated version of the New Testament; the other is an environmentally friendly edition that takes advantage of the popularity of the green movement.

A Peek Inside 'The Book'

First, the flashy coffee-table Bible: Dag Soderberg, a secular Swedish advertising executive wondered why so few people actually read the "good book," so he set out to make it more appealing, with glossy photos and magazine packaging. The resulting publication is an illustrated version of the New Testament called Bible Illuminated: The Book.

"A coffee-table magazine is read by the many everyday, everywhere," explains Soderberg. "This is a way to make [the Bible] as available as any other magazine."

If you didn't know this was a Bible you might think The Bookwas a "goth" magazine, or perhaps something you'd find in a doctor's office. The front cover is a close-up of a translucent green eye, caked with black makeup and staring eerily from the page. On the back is a photo of a faceless figure wearing a black hooded sweat shirt.

Inside, photos of celebrities like Angelina Jolie, Bono and John Lennon are interspersed with pictures of heroic figures like Nelson Mandela, Mother Teresa and Martin Luther King, Jr. A veil-covered African woman holding a young child illustrates the story of Mary and Jesus. Images taken from the news — both jarring and poignant — radiate a message of social justice.

United Methodist minister andHacking Christianity blogger Jeremy Smith says The Book is meant to provoke discussion.

Smith points to the series of images that run in conjunction with a quote from the Book of Revelation. The quote reads: "The whole earth was amazed and followed the beast ..." The photographs show post-Katrina New Orleans, a four-page spread of an animal slaughterhouse in Nigeria and, finally, a picture of a man pumping gas.

"They are interpreting this with some very political and edgy and — honestly — some disorienting imagery," says Smith.

Though skeptical when he first heard about the book, Smith says he found many of the images compelling. But equally compelling, he says, is another new Bible that takes a completely different approach.

The Green Book

With its beige cloth cover, embossed with a picture of a green tree, The Green Bible is the embodiment of simplicity. Inside, passages that refer to the environment are highlighted in green.

Smith says the book catches people's attention: "I took it to a Bible study and set it down on the table and people looked at it and said, 'What is that?'"

Mark Tauber, the senior vice president at HarperOne, which publishes The Green Bible, says that the book is important in both form and function.

"The actual form of the Bible, we think, is a green product," he says, noting that the entire book is made of recyclable materials. "Then in function, it performs the function of helping people be better stewards, if you will."

Smith points out that while The Book seeks to begin a conversation, The Green Bible wants "to add to the conversation."

"Did Jesus say anything about recycling? Did God care what we do with the earth? These are the existing conversations that are emerging that I think The Green Bible contributes to," says Smith.

The book is drawing attention in secular venues, including the Earth First Web site, where bloggers offered unusual praise, which Tauber paraphrases as: "Those crazy wacko religious people ... if you have to believe there is something beyond this life, this is probably a good Bible for you to read."

"It was this backhanded compliment from people not known for being so friendly to people of faith," says Tauber.

Both The Green Bible and The Book are aimed at the young. But Soderberg says that when the illuminated Bible was published in Sweden, it appealed beyond its target audience. In fact, he says, the publisher expanded the market by almost 50 percent in a year.

And Soderberg says there is no question that a new conversation about the Bible is under way in a lot of unexpected places.

He says he's seen people in offices that are very strict talking about the Bible, "because everybody flips through this magazine. ... That's cool."

And an illuminated version of the Old Testament is in the works. Soderberg says it will be published in the U.S. in the spring of 2009 — just in time for Easter.

Wednesday, November 12, 2008

Just to touch the fringe of His garment.

I said to myself just now, 
"How I wish Jesus were here in the flesh. I could just touch Him, and be healed."

This was His reply:
"My darling Leah, my beautiful daughter, I am here.  Your body is a temple, a holy vessel, and you hold me deep within it." 

Sometimes I just don't give the Holy Spirit His overwhelmingly due credit. 

How amazing would it have been back in the day, if the hemorrhaging woman could have just prayed her condition away?
Jesus did not say that it was her touching his cloak that healed her, but it was her faith.  

My Jesus, My Savior, My First Love and Best Friend, died so that that exact thing could happen.  What healing power it is to truly cry to our Lord! 
He hears us in times of trouble, and it doesn't stop there, He saves us.

I don't know what made me forget the Holy Spirit just now, maybe my need for some kind of physical contact or emotional exaggeration, but none the less, I did for a second. 

However, there are plenty of times that we all forget Him. 
 
Every time we look at another person in judgement, or kindly talk behind their back. 
Every time we get full of pride and stop "needing" the Jesus-fill for the day. 
Every time we forget who we are, and who others are in Christ. 

Pride and insecurity go hand in hand. And this is a sure sign that you and I have forgotten Who made us.  Who so beautifully crafted us together, and gave us our gifts so that we could please Him.  Loftiness is forbidden in the Kingdom of Heaven, and so is hatred of self.

We are all equals, we are all loved, no matter who bothers us to no end!
And no matter how much we want to beat ourselves down for screwing up AGAIN. 

Beth Moore so gracefully put it this way: 
"Nothing like Priding yourself in Hating yourself."

And Jesus put it this way:
"Get the plank out of your own eye... It is not the healthy who need a Doctor, but the sick."

For those willing to let go of pride in hating others or yourself, or any kind of pain you may carry with you at any time in your life, David wrote this and many other Psalms that have so dearly touched my heart: 

"The Lord is near to all who call on Him, 
to all who call on Him in truth.
He will fill the desires of those who fear Him. 
He will hear their cry and will save them."

I encourage you right now, and myself to stop trying to swim to shore alone, but to climb into the lifeboat that is Christ Jesus. 

Tuesday, September 23, 2008

Sanctus Real "Whatever You're Doing"

It's time for healing time to move on
It's time to fix what's been broken too long
Time to make right what has been wrong
It's time to find my way to where I belong
There's a wave that's crashing over me
And all I can do is surrender

Whatever You're doing inside of me
It feels like chaos but somehow there's peace
It's hard to surrender to what I can't see
but I'm giving in to something Heavenly

Time for a milestone
Time to begin again
Reevaluate who I really am
Am I doing everything to follow Your will
Or just climbing aimlessly over these hills
So show me what it is You want from me
I give everything I surrender...
To...

Whatever You're doing inside of me
It feels like chaos but somehow there's peace
It's hard to surrender to what I can't see
but I'm giving in to something Heavenly

Time to face up
Clean this old house
Time to breathe in and let everything out
That I've wanted to say for so many years
Time to release all my held back tears

Whatever You're doing inside of me
It feels like chaos but I believe
You're up to something bigger than me
Larger than life something Heavenly

Whatever You're doing inside of me
It feels like chaos but now I can see
This is something bigger than me
Larger than life something Heavenly
Something Heavenly

It's time to face up
Clean this old house
Time to breathe in and let everything out

Monday, August 11, 2008

No Christ, No Love

Since I've signed up for Mary Kay, I've been extremely worried. 
My biggest fear is failure, and that is what keeps me from doing most everything that God has asked me to do. 
Oh yeah, my other fear is not carrying out the will of God. 

So I've been thinking a lot about whether or not this whole MK business is of God's will, AND I fear that I will fail at this.  I fear that my parents and friends will be disappointed, and that some people might even get the pleasure of telling me, "I told you so."
I don't know who would, but that's a fear anyway. 

Last weekends service, (although for it was for men) hit me on the spot. 
My heart felt like I should have gone up and got a necklace that stated, "You're my daughter, and I'm proud of you." but of course I didn't.  It might have been too weird for other people. 
I care too much about what other people think. 
I guess that's the root of fearing failure. 

So of course, when the person I love most and I get to giving sarcastic comments to each other, (which is usually normal and doesn't bother me) I blow up and take it too far, because I'm insecure and I had been offended. 

Why is it I always hurt the person I want to love the most? 

It's because I try to take control of loving. 
God is love, so when I try to do anything without Him, I do it without love. 
It's actually quite annoying. 

So finally, after a long talk about all that was wrong with me... lol
We made up, and of course I feel better. 
I don't deserve this man who gets on his knee and promises to deal with my mood swings.
I don't deserve someone who vows to take care of me forever, no matter how badly I hurt him.
But God blesses. 

And now I cry, because I think of all the many times I hurt Christ without thinking twice about it. I think about how he is way more loving than any human ever could be, and I'm in awe of how amazing He is. 
Who am I to receive forgiveness?
Much less abundant blessings. 
Why me?

So although it racks my brain, I'm accepting this love. 
I'm accepting that I need to refuel myself with it everyday in order to live the life He wants to give me. And I'm accepting that wherever I am, He's right there with me, even if I am about to fail. 

Proverbs 16:3 says, "Commit to the Lord whatever you do, and your plans will succeed."
And I can't even begin to number how many passages in the Bible tell us not to worry.

So no matter what I do, I just need to commit it to God. 
I meet plenty of new people in this business, why not be a witness?

Wherever you are, you're right where God wants you to be. 
(Unless of course you've just committed murder or something.)

Don't worry about accomplishing His will.  Just work on your character.
Don't be afraid to fail, because only one opinion matters. 
"Shake it off" 
And be all God has made you to be. 

Thursday, July 31, 2008

"I wish I could throw off the thoughts which poison my happiness. And yet I take a kind of pleasure in indulging them." -Chopin

Listening to his classic, Fantasy Impromptu, I feel as though I know what Chopin meant when he wrote this song. 
It's fast, then slow, then crazy, then calm. 
Yep, like life. It's "like a box of chocolates."

But I think he was dealing with more than circumstance.
Rather, I'd like to think he struggled with emotion. 

Sometimes, life's crazy twists and turns aren't what get me. 
It's the normal. 
I might even crave for a twist, maybe even a jolt of pain to justify the way I'm feeling.

But I am left with no reason.
I have no explanation of why my emotions betray me. 
Things just are they way they are.

No words can express all that one deals with emotionally, spiritually, relationally.
None whatsoever.  
To accomplish that, one would need a mix of keys beautifully pressed in sequence to make the most sense on paper than words ever could.

Saturday, May 24, 2008

Poems.

So I've always had this philosophy, that before one enters a relationship, they must have their life pretty much figured out.  At least spiritually. 
I have got to have every thing down.  Be perfectly on track with God.

Although this has truth, I've slowly begun to realize...
As long as we're alive, there's always something we don't have under control!

Maybe it's even as serious as an addiction.  But even if it's not, there's always going to be SOMETHING you don't have down pat, and if you think you have it all figured out, keep searching, because there's always room to learn.  

So I've given up this philosophy because I met this guy that I didn't want to keep waiting any longer while I figured something else out. 
He's helped me actually stay on track with God. 
Sometimes I worry that he might become more important than he should to me, but whatever is improving my relationship with Christ, is dang good enough for me to keep around.

This first poem was written after we were together, and I still had these thoughts of doubt and being unsure about all God wants for my life...

I Know


I can feel you listening to me.

I know you're there.


I can hear you in the silence.

I know you speak without words.


I can see you moving


everywhere but here.



I know you're alive.

I've felt you,

touched you,

seen you,

heard you,

loved you,

wanted you,

had you,

craved you,

believed you,

been loved by you.



And still.


I feel

like I don't know

You


and all you have for me.



Set me free

from my unbelief,

please.


And these poems express my gratitude and my heart because we are together, all written on the same day...


It's What Love Is


It's not just that I'm completely comfortable with you

It's not just that I know you'll always be there for me

It's not just that you're my best friend.


It's not just the way you make my heart smile

Or make me feel like I'm the only woman in the world.


It's not just that I want to be with you forever

Or that you're the only one I can see myself with for that long.


And it's not just that we've learned patience and how to love

But that I can see how much more we can grow.


It's that God did this.

It's that we both want to make Him proud.


When we are weak, He'll be strong in the other.

Trust, Commitment, Love

Will not be broken.


It's not just that I love you.

It's that because of God,

we know what Love is.


And poem numero dos...

How I Know


I want to feel everything that you feel.

I want to share your joy

your pain,

your sorrow and grief.


Your laughter, your love, your hopes and your dreams.


I want all of it.

The good

The bad

And the ugly.


I want to know all you are

And I want to love you with everything

Just like Christ has loved me.


So let us fall in love together.

You, Me,

and the Three.


Okay, so they're a bit sappy.  And some may even say a little too soon. 


But I say different.  This kid's been my best friend for the past two years, and I just can't see my life without him. I feel like this is it. 


And hey, there's the off-chance that it won't work out.  That I'll lose my best friend, (yet again) and that my heart will be crushed.  But even if that happens, my God is more than able to restore my heart. I know this because He has done it time and time again.


I guess what I should say to everyone, is not that you have everything down in your relationship with Christ, because there's way too much to work on there, but to make sure you've fallen in love with Him first.  


Your heart can't break beyond fixing if it belongs to the All-Powerful.  


And as for my last blog, yeah, I'm getting better.  If you deal with the same issues I do, just go to God.  I know, it can be the hardest and most difficult thing to do sometimes, especially if you're lazy or even actually like the feeling of being down in the dumps sometimes.  It's twisted, but it's true.  Pray for an event to bring you closer to God if you physically try everything and can't do it yourself.  


Of all people, I'm the one who hates generic Christian bumper sticker answers the most, but the phrase "Let go and let God" has been the most real in my life. 


I wish I had more advice to give, I wish I had everything down, but I just don't.


Like it is for everyone who is still alive, being a Christian is a battle. Don't take it personally, Satan wants to take down God's kingdom.  If you feel horrible or less than worthy, it's because he knows you can do something for God's kingdom, and he'll do anything to stop that. 


Don't let him.


I encourage you to keep your hopes up, and think positively as I try my hardest to do the same.




Wednesday, May 21, 2008

I don't get it.

Because I am a woman, I have about a billion mixed emotions right now, all directed at myself.
To name a few- disappointment, discouragement, tick-off-ed-ness, sadness, and yet, still a bit of happiness when I think hard about the positive things in my life.  

I've been a little down lately, and I could name a billion reasons why.

But let's focus on the positive.
My family is alive, and where there's life, there are chances for change.  
The friendships I've been keeping in tact are going very well. I got a phone call from my Lauren last night that was quite encouraging.  Can't wait to see her. =D
(I've been scheduling time with friends lately)

My newest blessing however, has been my Joshybear.  =D
And how everyone I talk to is okay with and even exclaiming the word, "Finally!" when speaking about our relationship. 
I've never had a wanting-to-please-God relationship before.
The waiting pays off.

This boy reminds me of who I am in Christ everyday, and he shows me almost the same kind of love.
We've both had to forgive each other for hurts in the past. I think I could take up my whole page with simply negative occurrences over the past year, but obviously I won't.

I like forgiveness.  I've grown accustom to it over the past 19 years of my life.  
And I think that's the problem. 

Josh and I listened to the song "The Alter and the Door" by Casting Crowns.  
(Surprisingly I'd never heard it before then)
And it's pretty much about living the Christian life based on feeling. 
At the alter you are convicted, you feel ashamed and you pray for forgiveness, but you walk out the door, the feeling is gone and all you have left is the same emptiness you started with before you walked in. So you go right back to the way you were. Numb, but happy you're not hurting. 
 
Feelings.

I think this is about the oldest Christian problem in the book.  
The sad part is when you get to the point where you know you did something wrong and you don't feel convicted about it, but ask for forgiveness anyway because you simply have knowledge that it is wrong.
Any stage downward after that sucks completely.

I'm not living in some secretive sin anymore, but I have almost the same problem.
God has asked me to do a few things, but I haven't done them yet, and I'd rather not face Him right now.  I'd rather ask for forgiveness and keep living my mediocre life. 

I took care of some of it last night, but mostly, I'm the same way. I've got the same feelings of loser-esqe-ness, and I'm a bit down because of it. 

I believe God can do great things. 
I have a rock from the service last weekend, and believe me, that service helped.
But it was still almost an alter and door situation.  

When will I stop letting discouragement control me?

I've been set free and re-chained again.
It IS all my fault, but I need to let that go. 

I'm tired and hungry.
I'm gunna go eat.